I'm finally updating my blog again..As u can see,pratically nobody visit tis blog and its dead wif spider webs all around.. Anywae, the holidays are..Horrible!! Endless choir practices and its still choir practices during the dec holidays and its goin 2 last until the end of dec..Will be going to Bintan on friday and i will be going wif my bf too!! he's joining my family for this trip. My mum says we will be going to taiwan on the 26dec..hopefully its true..



I guess i lost the motivation to study during the holidays. I've been gaming and gaming and just started doing some of my homeworks.Hopefully i can finish it before sch reopens but i doubt so. Just looking at some of the holiday homework makes me feel so sian.. Sometimes i feel,maybe i shld have just quit and go poly..dont even know whether i can make it for the A levels. What if i dont score well enough then 2 yrs of work and effort will be wasted. Oh well, since i choose this path i have to carry on with it. Life is definitely boring now, have nothing 2 do at all except sitting infront of the pc,watching movies,drama shows,playing games and doing abit of homework. Maybe the holidays shld end faster..

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:52 PM
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I'm here to complain..not interested to see just leave this blog.

Had tuition today and i can infer that i'll have 2 find another * tutor after promos. I've never seen such bad attitude in a tuition teacher before. Just cuz he's scared of dog cant he tell me earlier tat he would appreciate it if i can lock my dog up in the kitchen when he is coming for tuition. He just told me 2dae tat : if u cant lock up ur dog, we'll have tuition another day.

What kind of attitude is this. U have ur rights but cant u have more manners. Ur a teacher at a certain sch so wat. In sch u dun have rights to scold/say ur students then now u come n show me ur attitude? Ur giving me ur service and earning tat tuition fee from my mum. Shouldn't u give me the same kind of respect ur students get in sch? After all the lessons, ur sarcastic during every lesson i dun mind. U say i dunno my stuffs i really took time to go and revise my work before tuition. U say i didnt do much work i really go and do some work for tuition so tat the tuition is not wasted( as u said it was if i didnt do much work).

Cant u come and tell me directly what u want from me rather than beat around the bush and not telling me what u want. Its hard to infer what u want from all the words tat u have said u noe anot. I cant finish my work or hand in to u asap must u blame me. I'm having 3 other tuitions and have to prac for my piano diploma(which i dun even have time to do so). I always try to come up wif things to do during tuition n tat has been the case for my phy n chem tuition during o lv n 1 of my tuition now.

I do my best to finish my work so its not a wasted lesson but cant i get tat little respect from you? So what if u teach me well and tell me things i must know for my promos? ur attitude sucks and its telling me ur not teaching me after promos. what u said just now( my fren came and ask me so i took this job n teach u) is telling me ur not teaching me after promos. Isnt that right? If ur not interested to teach me in the 1st place then do not agree to come and teach me. Dont accept this job cuz its near the promos n presume tat i need a teacher urgently. I do need a teacher urgently but i'm not interested in a teacher who gives me bad attitude n doesnt even want to teach me in the 1st place.

My mum ask me to settle this tuition by myself doesnt mean u can show me ur attitude.I have the rights to settle my own tuition and all the support i get from my parents. FYI i oso settle the other tuitions myself. Aniwae, ur not the only tutor available for me. I can ask my other tutors to help me find a tutor to replace u. I dont believe i cant find a tutor after promos.

**End of complaining**

In conclusion, nxt wk shld be my last lesson wif him and he will be telling me soon tat we will not be continuing with tuition after promos. I have no wish to say which subject tution teacher is he and which sch he teaches. Aniwae none of my tutors will be visiting my blog cuz they dont know my blog.

Jiayous!! for promo. I'm so scared of retaining now=(

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:40 PM
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My blog is dead.

I'm struggling to stay alive.

Life is so horrible now.

Got to go back studying and doing tutorials now.

Anyway nobody will be visiting so whatever i write doesnt matter..LOL

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:54 PM
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Upon the request of so many people.. i've decided to update my already rotten blog. Today is my 2nd aniversary wif my bf aka prag. So the day goes like this:



1st i went to meet serena to finish up our pw survey. Next i met darling at 1pm then we went to libary to do pw.( and that somebody dont ever say i did not give enough time for pw because i did and aniwae he wun see this blog so it doesnt matter but i wont say anitin bout him here). Then i went to his house and slept for awhile before preparing for a bbq! ok the bbq was quite an experience. We bbq at his house downstairs using a portable pit which was just made up of an aluminium tray and the wire gauze. At first i was wondering will the aluminium tray be burnt up when its too hot and start to worry bout this and that. In the end it was fine although we both cannot finish the food. Then i went to bathe at his house and took a taxi home. My heart shattered when i had to pay the taxi fare which was $21.Heart almost dropped out and thats the end of my saturday.

My results for my mid year was like so damn bad i got so depressed over it..Never thought i would have failed 2 subjects although i expected to fail econs but not for chem. My pass for other subjects was not very good too since its only a juz pass which was like 45%. The obly subject that i was satisfied with was my chinese which was a B grade.I think i really smoke my way through chinese and got a B. Heard that the actual A level paper would be harder. Getting worried can i secure an A for chinese. Well since its over, then thats it. I shall work hard for promos and try my very very best not to get retain. I think its a shame to retain or transfer to poly to study=).

i look upon the moon and stars at 10:43 PM
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Yesterday was choir..Had choir from 8.30am to bout 5.45pm or 6pm..to me thats, crazy and tiring but oh well, concert is coming up..Early in the morning we got scolded from our SLs cuz we sing quite soft and we were pulled out as a pair to sing together. Hate this kind of experience but what to do, really soft mah.. Aniwae, after sectionals, we went to crescent girls' sch for combine with other choirs. After combine, our choir had to stay back for our own prac. I thought we were going to get scolded again, but surprisingly, we did not. Then meet dear for dinner. Wanted to go for sakae but the queue was too long so we went to the food court instead. Not quite satisfying la, but still passable. And that is the whole of my Saturday! Monday got lessons..Boring!

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:03 PM
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Felt like blogging so i shall take 5mins to blog b4 studying for gp.

Sports day today was..quite ok although i'm always not in a high mood and i wun shout..i'll juz look. At least i still get to see a shuai ge from time to time..hahas..guess dear will kill me if he see this post. Anyway he also everytime look at girls so tit for tat..hahas..or however u spell that. Now he's like a pig sleeping and sleeping and sleeping after his exams. How can a person sleep from 12am to 12 or 1pm and 2am to like 2pm and sleep again in the evening. The whole day he's only playing ff7 crisis core or watching drama show and only like jog for 1 hr or less than that. Isn't that plain lazy? The final verdict is that he's a pig! May he sleep and eat then sleep and eat so that his stomach will get bigger and bigger then he's have no chance of saying he's so handsome or alot of girls are looking at him. If he says that, he would be lying^^ then i got a chance to cut off his tongue and throw him down the sea. I'm evil and a sadist,haha! Anyway, he's receiving his results on 31 may and i guess that day will really be happening happenings ((=..Nvm if none of u noes wat i'm saying..he noes can liao.

I'm so in love with 我和僵尸有个约会 this show again. Watched season 2 during jan and watch season 3 last year for like about 3 times or so and i still dunno the link between season 1,2 and 3. I'm dumb. Anyway season 1 is nice..action pack! season 2: love is in the air. season 3: kinda boring, the story makes no sense but the graphics is nice. Lets hope season 4 will be nice. The season 4 tats out now is not even related anyway,they cheated me of my money. Again,i'm dumb but who cares, i bought it in china.hahas. Watching season 1 now and maybe after that i will watch forensic heros then taiwan version of 雪山飞狐( recent 1) then all the recent show thats on ch55(cable tv) that i missed. Next year i might consider watching season 2 and 3 again..lolx

FYI i dont download all these shows and i watch them online. Its not on veoh,youtube or tudou. Its some taiwan website but i'm not saying.Dont want the website to close down so i cant watch my shows. I believe all the shows can be found there since i can even find shows that i watched when i was like 5,6 yrs old including 'kamisama mou sukoshi dake aka god please give me more time' . Hahas..shall stop for now! bye!

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:15 PM
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As requested by Nydia..i shall update my blog! Haha..I'm so good right Nydia..We should meet up together with Ailin sometime when we're all free ok? Hahas

Choir..is making my life go haywire now..practices on n on until i get sick n tired of listening 2 the choir concert songs..Not 2 mention that i just barely memorised 8 songs for today's practice but in the end we also got scolded very badly. Had like 4 practices each week for the past 2 weeks which saturday's practice last from 10am-6pm. Hopefully Happening Happenings concert will be a sucess..Have friends in Wild Empire and i feel like i'm disgracing myself by singing so badly for saturday's practice. Oh well, I shall buck up.

June holiday is coming but i rather not say its a holiday because i promise promise promise i must finish study and re-do all my tutorials for mid year exam. Hopefully I can do well for mid years..not aiming for As' now..aiming for at least Cs'. I also promise promise promise myself to master and perfect my pathetique sonata by end of june holiday and 1 chopin song for my diploma exam which i think i might be taking next year. Felt so lucky i passed my grade 8. Having only a grade 5 cert in 2007, I have a grade 8 cert in 2008! Haha..Its a very very big accomplishment for me kays although i noe i could done better for my grade 8 if i wasn't lazy and only took 1 month to learn my songs b4 the exam.

Studies is not very good..not up 2 my own expectations and i think teachers' expectations too. Anyway, from now on, i shall not vent my anger on this blog( which is i do have another blog). Hahas..you all can try accesing it: www.haro-haro.blogspot.com which is password protected and i have long forgotten the password to access tis blog and the password to the username. This shows that..this blog was not originally created by me! hahas..its not my blog aniwae, its prag's blog and i'm juz posting rubbish on that blog for the past 2 yrs.

I shall now get started on my tutorials which i cant even remember which tutorials i have to do by tml or whatever. Life's a mess, cant remember everything. 'stress' is in the air. Stress aura is what i'm feeling now=( life sucks.

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:29 PM
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